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poetry — Levi on June 13, 2009 at 3:11 am

This is the poem we have been waiting for
n’est-ce pas
Much returns to us when we read it
which we do over and over again
It is not inspired
It took days and days to write
You are a detail in it
then you are the engine of the song
If only your gorilla was dead
we could be lovers
You cannot accuse my poem of helping anyone
You cannot use the tone
for the construction of a new thing
We like to read it slowly
touching ourselves
while falling asleep in the charcoal tower
after the terrible goodbye
We stop here and there
to put up red curtains or change the cats
but we come back
filled with sweet gratitude
O sweet gratitude
to be the ones we are
drivers of cars in the night-time rain
toward the adult restaurants and the toughest of lives
in Nashville and Acapulco

Crying, Come back, Hero

Now we’re tough enough again
to speak for love alone,
let politics go hang, we’ve
had our try with twisted form:
what good was it but training
for a summer day, discipline
to keep our manhood hard and warm.

One man free to love his minute
in the realms of flesh and sun
breaks down more pain than ages
of humane law or lawyers can.

Speaking softly one last time
let me say, You’ve made your laws
too strong, good or bad, your laws
have weakened many men, and I
would rather haunt cafes on both
sides of town than break my only
heart for your millennium,
my beloved falling through the numbered
arms of weak and weaker men.

It’s panic in the eyes of girls
that tells me I must speak for love alone,
panic at their empty beds,
at sanitary rows of monsters born.

1965

poems by Leonard Cohen

Reading, June 08

book, music, poetry — Levi on June 8, 2009 at 12:32 am

06-08-09-01

All Men Delight You, by Leonard Cohen

This is the only poem
I can read
I am the only one
can write it
Others seem to think
the past can guide them
My own music
is not merely naked
It is open-legged
It is like a cunt
and like a cunt
must needs be houseproud
I didn’t kill myself
when things went wrong
I didn’t turn
to drugs or teaching
I tried to sleep
but when I couldn’t sleep
I learned to write
I learned to write
what might be read
on nights like this
by ones like me

A song to listen to after reading:

Exit Twilight by Ilyas Ahmed (feat. Grouper)

Michel Houellebecq

poetry — Levi on June 2, 2009 at 4:42 am

my life my life my very old one
my first badly healed desire
my first crippled love
you had to return
it was necessary to know
what is best in our lives
when two bodies play at happiness
unite reborn without end
entered into complete dependency
i know the trembling of being
the hesitation to disappear
sunlight upon the forests edge
and love where all is easy
where all is given in the instant
there exists in the midst of time
the possibility of an island

Excerpt from The Possibility of an Island by Michel Houellebecq.

“The fugitives say that the streets aren’t for dreaming now” by Thom Cote

poetry — Levi on June 2, 2009 at 4:12 am

06-02-09-01


Mailed no. 05040902

art, mail, poetry, scan — Levi on May 6, 2009 at 2:01 pm

05-04-09-04

05-04-09-05

I realized after looking at the receipt that they sent this to Paris, Texas. Will wait for it to  return..

“Song of Childhood”

movies, poetry — Levi on January 5, 2009 at 6:21 pm

Clockwise from top left: Peter Handke, Still 1 from Wings of Desire, Wim Wenders, Still 2 from Wings of Desire

I was introduced to Song of Childhood through Paris, Texas director Wim Wenders. Wenders uses Peter Handke’s poem as a narrative device in his 1987 award winning film, Wings of Desire.

Song of Childhood

When the child was a child
It walked with its arms swinging,
wanted the brook to be a river,
the river to be a torrent,
and this puddle to be the sea.

When the child was a child,
it didn’t know that it was a child,
everything was soulful,
and all souls were one.

When the child was a child,
it had no opinion about anything,
had no habits,
it often sat cross-legged,
took off running,
had a cowlick in its hair,
and made no faces when photographed.

When the child was a child,
It was the time for these questions:
Why am I me, and why not you?
Why am I here, and why not there?
When did time begin, and where does space end?
Is life under the sun not just a dream?
Is what I see and hear and smell
not just an illusion of a world before the world?
Given the facts of evil and people.
does evil really exist?
How can it be that I, who I am,
didn’t exist before I came to be,
and that, someday, I, who I am,
will no longer be who I am?

When the child was a child,
It choked on spinach, on peas, on rice pudding,
and on steamed cauliflower,
and eats all of those now, and not just because it has to.

When the child was a child,
it awoke once in a strange bed,
and now does so again and again.
Many people, then, seemed beautiful,
and now only a few do, by sheer luck.

It had visualized a clear image of Paradise,
and now can at most guess,
could not conceive of nothingness,
and shudders today at the thought.

When the child was a child,
It played with enthusiasm,
and, now, has just as much excitement as then,
but only when it concerns its work.

When the child was a child,
It was enough for it to eat an apple, … bread,
And so it is even now.

When the child was a child,
Berries filled its hand as only berries do,
and do even now,
Fresh walnuts made its tongue raw,
and do even now,
it had, on every mountaintop,
the longing for a higher mountain yet,
and in every city,
the longing for an even greater city,
and that is still so,
It reached for cherries in topmost branches of trees
with an elation it still has today,
has a shyness in front of strangers,
and has that even now.
It awaited the first snow,
And waits that way even now.

When the child was a child,
It threw a stick like a lance against a tree,
And it quivers there still today.

All photos are copyright © of their respectful authors & owners

Song of Childhood copyright © 2009 Peter Handke

Done in Haste Without Regard for Consequences

poetry — Levi on October 14, 2007 at 8:01 pm

the beginning

John Berryman, poet

Quotes on Berryman:

“We were brash in our own ways.”

“Phile Levine punched Berryman in the eye one night, breaking a pair of glasses and establishing a life-long friendship.”

Op. posth. no. 3

It’s buried at a distance, on my insistence, buried.
Weather’s severe there, which it will not mind.
I miss it.
O happies before & during & between the times it got
married
I hate the love of leaving it behind,
deteriorating & hopeless that.
The great Uh climbed above me, far above me,
doing the north face, or behind it. Does He love me?
over, & flout.
Goodness is bits of outer God. The house-guest
(slimmed down) with one eye open & one breast
out.
Slimmed-down from by-blow; adoptive-up; was white.
A daughter of a friend. His soul is a sight.
Mr Bones, what’s all about?
Girl have a little: what be wrong with that?
You free?—Down some many did descend
from the abominable & semi-mortal Cat.

Wiki John

More of his poems

and the end

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